Darkness

I have been exposed to the darkness lately

where you open your eyes,

and you are comfortable with everything u see

even though it's plain darkness

but seems like the only safe place,

where u can put everything u have inside the darkness

and be safe to your friend

and yourself

<3

I need to replicate the number of brain cells i have

so that i can be smarter

(okay i already sounded dumb enough to make this statement)

But i feel that I'm greatly sidetracked from my studies

ever since I graduated from high school.

College has always been my playground,

so most of the time I was just playing around

without taking anything seriously

and this semester i think the time i spent in Gurney is more than i spent in classes

All these have to stop

I felt like a blonde asking idiotic question

when it comes to academic related stuff

like "do fish get thirsty?"

or "how much milk is there in Milky Way"

@.@

and if i don't do something on it,

my brain cell might die Alone (if you get the joke; and no offence to blonde)

I was having hard time to balance study and the part time work,

but now I've quit my job

I really need to fully settle down to study

to actually feel the pressure in Advanced Diploma life

that people always taking about

and achieve some kick-ass result.

I believe once we acquired knowledge and wisdom,

we could equipped ourselves better in the work field later;

maybe it won't guarantee us a well-paid job

but at least we have some advantage

a better chance to bet

* feeling all pumped up after finish Rick Riordan's latest novel

Heroes of Olympus - the Lost Hero *

So i will turn into nerd-ish look soon xD

Life sucks, and then you die

ya, i wish it was that simple ....

Life sucks

It's about finding your position in this world

It's about finding your position in this world,
try to fit in
and play your part well.....

But sometimes, you just don't have the authority
to play the part
you adore the most

Being the middle man

Sometimes, its sulky to stuck between everything,
and couldn't choose exactly what you want

Being the average student in the class,
double booked yourself and don't know which side to choose,
stumble between a fight that couldn't choose a side to help,
stuck between letting go and hatred,
stranded between bulky and skinny,
frozen between life at death - in limbo

nothing above them sounds good

However, I'm just happen to puzzled between true and false,
right and wrong
always couldn't choose a side and make a correct decision
hence forcing myself to be the middle man
confounded
and couldn't forward myself,
or simply back out.....

Guess I'm just gonna stay in this state
and get nothing in return
X(

I'm talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

Chorus:

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know

Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away

*from bruno mars - talking to the moon *

it just makes me in deep abyss, and couldn't get out from the agony

=/