I'm such a pain in the *ss

It's Mother's day today,
and
On the 1st 30mins of Mother's day,
I had my mum helped me pushed my broken car
along the street

Hell of a Mother's day treating;
What a terrible son I've been...

I thought about buying some exquisite present for her
to make it up.

But after she told me about grandma,
and everything else happened lately,
I know she doesn't want any fancy present.

I'm 20 now,
but still avoiding responsibilities.

I didn't do any chores,
or wash the dishes,
not even buy my own meal..

Every time i got my paycheck,
I will spent them ALL on MYSELF
Fulfilling my own shopping list
and
when I'm out of cash,
I get help from her
=(

Some people grow up from time to time
but definitely not me
I'm still like a baby
rely everything on mum

Now she's got to take care of grandma,
and my family
I think is really time for me to act as my age
to really take care of myself
and the whole family.

I think i will get my mum a responsible son
as a present this year.
and this present will serve her well
from today onwards
until he gives out his last breath.

Happy Mother's Day, Mummy
=)

I hang out with my cousins

It's been quite some times,
since i spent some quality time with my cousins,
cause i've been working every weekend...
>.<

so on last Saturday,
they asked me out for a drink
and catch up.....

So we went D'Joint after i worked
and we drank
more than "a drink"

we had :-

1 750ml black label

1 tower of Heineken

2 bucket of Tiger

3 shots of Jägerbomb

2 shots of Tequila

and we went ti~~~~~~psy =)



XW, rachel and lishan XD



Me and rachel

,
Wei and rachel


Me, rachel and Lishan



Rachel, Wei and Lishan


Rachel and Lional

PS. Lional has some authority at D'Joint
and he treat us all for the "drinks"
Thanks Lional XD


Wei and the Heineken Tower


XW and Lishan *rfrf*


Me and rachel acting cute


After we finished all the drinks,
things got a bit complicated...........
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but we did enjoyed the night =)


seems like alcoholic drinks
are sources for me to be happy
*rfrf*
being tipsy was wayyyyyy awesome
no wonder got ppl call them "HAPPY JUICE"

and now,
im addicted to SHOTS
XD

Jaegerbombs
lemon drops
Buttery Nipples
Jello Shots
Kamikaze
Three Wise Men

gotta try them all *shy*

call me alcoholic or what so ever
"like I'd care" XD

LIFE is about ENJOY
till the last second....

still addicted to LMFAO - Shots

I made my choice

Life is about making choices,
and making the right one.

Lately this topic has been stirring again,
followed by the release of STPM result,
and the end of my diploma.

we keep wondering, which route will lead to a brighter future?
we hope to choose the correct path,
but only God knows which one is the right one.

Two years ago,
I choose to let go of Matriks
my teacher still call me mad until now;
and sometimes i really wonder
"what will my life be now if i've chosen Matriks?"

yeah, probably i will be studying Medicine,
or engineering.
these hot and popular courses which people regarded as
a stepping stone to a bright future.
Being a surgeon sounds like a good idea for me,
saving people's life from day to day.

yet now i'm still in accounting now,
doubting my ability to continue the misty road ahead.

Let's not make this about me only,
friends around me,
are having doubts in deciding their future too.
some choose a safer road,
decide to take degree before proceed further;
some took the bizarre one,
decide to go forest study;
and others who have higher financial ability,
decide to go far abroad.

Two years ago, we were given a chance to choose
in pursuing our further study.
there are people took the wrong turn,
and let go the golden opportunity.
there are some seems to be on the right track.

Two years later, we are given another chance to choose again
how magically life can be,
there is always a second chance.

Hopefully we all made a correct decision,
we will see the result in time.
wishing we all best of luck.

Despite that,
choices not only lies in academic field only.
we LIVE to choose.

we choose to be a good person, or a bad person;
we choose to tells the truth, or tells a lie;
we choose to live everyday happily, or emo everyday;
we choose to face the reality, or live in denial;

too many choices, too many diversion
too easy to pick the wrong one
and fall too deep you couldn't get up.

On the 16th day as I turned 20,
Janus offers me to choose between 2 doors
I embrace my past,
I made my choice.

to let go a crack that will never be fixed,
to cherish those that has never abandoned me,
to finish what i have started,
to stay out of the crowd,
to continue my life in the island,
and took a little adventure.

I won't regret,
even it might be a wrong turn that leads to no where.
but i'm happy with my choices.
=)

Don't regret
cause when you started to regret,
and look back what you might missed,
the "what if" will strangle you,
make you stay while everything else move forward -
and you will be the only one stay and live in the past,
going no where else.

Happy Chinese New Year

Went praying when the clock strikes 12

on the 1st day of

Chinese New Year


then went for movie at gurney in the afternoon

did some traditional stuff that we always did on

Chinese New Year


taking pics at toilet @_@ hahah


still at toilet LOL

Watched 72家租客


NICE~



taken after the movie




Went to Kek Lok Si later on at evening time
and jammed like hell
@_@"


magnificent


the last activity to wrap up our 1st day of CNY was...


he didn't puked into the ice container fyi XD

we have lots of fun

and hopefully more to come?

haha

wishes everyone

恭喜发财
万事如意
学业猛进
身体健康

虎虎生威！！！

ROAR~~~~~~

Valentine's Day

there was this pit

told and passed by generations....

once we've met it,

we won't be stepping upon it;

we fall into it....


at the beginning, it was full of joy:

- sweetness and happiness has surrounded this pit

makes us fall deeper and deeper

like the lotus eater

indulged by it

and unwilling to get up...


but once we gravitate intensely

the pit doesn't feels like a candy house anymore;

it transform into something poisonous


we taste bitter

we feel jealousy

we shed tears

we experienced anger


it doesn't seems lovable anymore

this sugar-coated pit has metamorphose into something evil

every strand of sweetness are like morphine, cocaine

makes us become addicted....

yet the aftermath has brought us more pain and sorrow


In the end,

this process keeps on going

going

and going...


we were not like we used to be anymore;

the wise man before he fall

has became a junkie

crave for a glimpse of pleasant from the pit every single day

despite the misery and anguish comes right after it.....


the worst part is

the uprising took months, years

even though you have successfully relinquish it,

scars remain...

and there are thousands of them scattered along the path ahead you



what is this pit named?

LOVE....



Happy Valentine's day

to those who emerge into the right one



for those who still submerge in it,

good luck in evacuating...


as for those who never fall in it before,

you may consider to do so,

for this is a hell lots of experience

XD