Being the middle man

Sometimes, its sulky to stuck between everything,
and couldn't choose exactly what you want

Being the average student in the class,
double booked yourself and don't know which side to choose,
stumble between a fight that couldn't choose a side to help,
stuck between letting go and hatred,
stranded between bulky and skinny,
frozen between life at death - in limbo

nothing above them sounds good

However, I'm just happen to puzzled between true and false,
right and wrong
always couldn't choose a side and make a correct decision
hence forcing myself to be the middle man
confounded
and couldn't forward myself,
or simply back out.....

Guess I'm just gonna stay in this state
and get nothing in return
X(